AHHH! I SWEAR I"M GONNA PULL MY FUR OUT!!!
16 years ago
the stress latley is killing me!
my mother is giving me crap about how much my new school costs. and by the by, i got like 27 scholarships paying FOR me! She just wants to make me feel guilty for leaving. So she's complaining about paying something she dosent even need to pay for!
And she's not even filling out all of my paper work! i am. thats right, i'm filling out paprer work for my own education, imunization, and all of that junk!
(now dont think my mom is lazy or dosent care, but she never seems to notice when i have alot on my plate)
And the summer internship i'm applying for is hanging by a thread (i'll tell you all if i make it or not)
My early admissions thesis has been proven, but some local professurs are teatring it apart bit by bit until nothing is left but little modles of molecules (my thesis is kinda boring...pm me if you are actually interested.
the 'love of my life' is giving me even more crap about how i should be to her, and she just sprung an i was raped bomb on me yesterday and got pissed that i didnt drop everything to comfort her!
I'm only one wolf!
Ugh, and to top it off
My teachers that notice i am dealing with alot right now are giving me crap over how i should stay a modle student! I'm not a model anything...
i think im aiming for a breakdown
X_X
my mother is giving me crap about how much my new school costs. and by the by, i got like 27 scholarships paying FOR me! She just wants to make me feel guilty for leaving. So she's complaining about paying something she dosent even need to pay for!
And she's not even filling out all of my paper work! i am. thats right, i'm filling out paprer work for my own education, imunization, and all of that junk!
(now dont think my mom is lazy or dosent care, but she never seems to notice when i have alot on my plate)
And the summer internship i'm applying for is hanging by a thread (i'll tell you all if i make it or not)
My early admissions thesis has been proven, but some local professurs are teatring it apart bit by bit until nothing is left but little modles of molecules (my thesis is kinda boring...pm me if you are actually interested.
the 'love of my life' is giving me even more crap about how i should be to her, and she just sprung an i was raped bomb on me yesterday and got pissed that i didnt drop everything to comfort her!
I'm only one wolf!
Ugh, and to top it off
My teachers that notice i am dealing with alot right now are giving me crap over how i should stay a modle student! I'm not a model anything...
i think im aiming for a breakdown
X_X

DonCass
~doncass
Oh my gosh! I know how you feel. *hug* :(

AbbyInflatableTabby
~abbyinflatabletabby
Aw :< Poor poor wolfie *kisses you on cheek* Kitty make yah feel better, hopefull.

BigPuppy_Stuart
~bigpuppystuart
Oh damn. I really don't have any solutions for you but i hope you can keep it together and that things get better for you soon. But if someone has been raped you do need to be there for them in some manner and encourage them to contact the police and make a report.

Marx360
~marx360
OP
thats not the exact situation, she was raped when she was younger back before i knew her. we've talked about it before, but now that we're older she starts to bring it up just to 'test'; how much i care about her thats why it stresses me out

BigPuppy_Stuart
~bigpuppystuart
oh. I hate when people pull that kind of shit.

tubbycub
~tubbycub
yikes, man, that's a lot. hope everything works out. stress like that is killer.

Marx360
~marx360
OP
i know...but i just keep remebering i go to a new school/new life in only a few months...oh well

Zeekthelion
~zeekthelion
Dude you serious!? WTF D:<

Marx360
~marx360
OP
yep, my hair has even gotten so gray, my mother has okayed me getting white streaks dyed in my hair