why the .... why should ppl deal with stuff they live with why not just forget it all ... why not move on ... why stay? if any one even cares to talk about thinks they don't want to deal with but have to or just live with things about them selves every day that make you sooo mad ....

like me ..... i have a really hard time spelling (spell check thing) and i live every day wiht problems about my self that i know are not good or healthy about me but that was how i was born .. my memory is not great and i know i forget about a lot of stuff but who don't and then again i want to forget other things but can i ... no of course not ... that would make thing to easy ... OMG...... why... that is the question we all ask are selves from time to time why.... why are we the way we are? why am i do stupid? why am i so .... why are you .... why can't i ... why will this .... and on and on ... you all know what i am talking about you have been there at one point or in your life at some point you will ask why ......... and you know what most time you can answer it your self if you just think about it but that's the problem we don't think about it when we are upset ether mad, sad, in love , ext you get the point ..... so ... what makes us ... or breaks us ... or ... there is one thing i know for sure more than anything now..... the ppl we care about most ..... are the ppl that can hurt us the most ... ya you know who you are ..... see we all are having money problems right now the world is going to shit and we pay for it ... the only ones that are ok are the ones that have the power and money .... what do they care .... they are still living there lives just fine noting going wrong not trying to live not trying to make sure there is food on the table .... bills payed .... you know you work your ass off ... and you try your best to make sure the ppl you care about are ok but... what happens when the ppl you care about stab you in the back .... when you fall and they are not there to help you .... you it the ground .....hard ......




then ,,,, the cold reality of life hits you ....... your ..... you stand no chance by your self we as a race have grown to work together and live together we are made to be a pair or bigger it don't matter weather your a guy-guy, guy-girl, girl-girl or what ever you are it don't matter just as along as you work together that is the only way you will make it in this hell ( sorry if that bothers any of you out three but i can't think of any word that would sum it up so nicely) you need each other work together .......
why wast your time like the rest of the world fighting and killing your self ..... we live on the same planet and we fight ... we always have ...fighting .... we as a race have not grown at all weather we kill each other with clubs.... spires..... bows..... swords..... cannons..... guns.....nukes...... it is the same thing but see.... we are moving father from seeing the killing close pushing are selves from the blood .... but we still kill ..... then you bring that down .... really small ... and into a home .... yelling at each other .... scramming .... throwing things..... you still hurt each other and kill each other in side ... no blood ... but is some family's ..... there is blood ... and real pain ..... we just don't see it we turn a blind eye ..... we don't see it... it don't happen does it ....WRONG!! ... it still happens .... but i thought we were better than that .... grown as a ppl ... but even the most or well held mind will and can fall to the beats in side of us all ...... .... i will stop for now .... and think on this .... i work to night so i might not get a chance to comment to you but i will comment to every one that talks here no flaming if you have some thing to say say it from you mind and soul ..... what do you think how you feel .... plz.... i don't want to fight here ....... there is to much of that all ready .........