This is going to be a philosophical post, so stick with me here...

As some of you know, I was planning to go FWA this past weekend, and almost ended up going. But a string of unusual events that has become this weekend..Well Thursday, my dad's Blood pressure began to act up, so for the sake of putting family first I decided to scratch my FWA plans, but I still wanted to get away for the weekend. So Friday comes, and I decided I want to head down to my old stomping grounds of OKC to the strip (the strip is the gay district of OKC, where there's a hotel and about 7 clubs all in walking distance, makes bar hopping fun, and sorry for drunk dialing you  rikkanis , hope you had a blast!) Anyways, here's were fate kinda strings me along..When I went to check into the hotel for the weekend, I find at the counter also checking in is the guy who I moved to OKC way back in 97 for..we exchange some catching up, and then we parted ways (in fact I did not see him the rest of the weekend.) So after checking in, finishing hooking of my x-box for the downtime, and watching the final episode of Battlestar Galactica drinking rum and shedding some tears at the end, I ventured out. Hit a couple of the bars, then I realized I was a little too inebriated, so went to lay down for about 30. After that, I decided I was a little less drunk, and headed back up to the club, that's when I ran into my twice over ex. Now giving our history together, we try to make things work for us, and due to unfortunate circumstances on both our parts (family, financial circumstances, etc.), we just end up drifting apart from one another. So me and him catch up on one another, made plans to hang out the next day, and parted.

Now not to go on for extended paragraphs, we hanged out til Monday before I had to come back home. Funny thing is he almost did not come to OKC that weekend, he just decided on a whim. He's deciding to move back up to Tulsa, since he actually loves it up here, and said I usually show up during his life changing decisions. So now, this leaf on the river of fate, however small and insignificant from the tree it fell from. courses the currents.

Anyways, I am going to Wild Nights, since its close, and I always love Robber Cave S.P. (since some of my family past is wrapped up into it.) Just wanted to get this off my chest, and I missed you guys! And those who went to FWA, I hoped you all had a blast, and I want to hear all about it!