Dear... well everyone
10 years ago
General
I'm sorry I haven't been really active. I'm sorry you don't see much commissioned art from me but I feel as though if I don't get high quality stuff you'll all be mad at me. It's not fair, I'm getting all sad n' stuff after seeing people able to just fritter away money on YCH's and I'm sitting there like "How can you have so much money after spending it all on commissions?" So yeah, I thought I'd let you know that I am a sad kitty.
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And you shouldn't feel compelled to spend your own money just to please people on the internet... especially people who will unwatch you if you aren't spending enough money to give them something to look at.
I admit, I recently dropped $110 on a YCH for a commission that would be like $60-70 but it's one of my fav artists and she's damn worth it.
But one artist I follow makes bases, colours it and sells it for AB's of 100-300 depending on the 'rarity'
And that's not even their YCHs which are just ridiculous
You'll see on my page (considering you just watched and favved a ton :P) the May-ternity YCH I got off Madamsquiggles and RiddleAellinea.
That's not a normal com which is why I went for it the way I did.
People's praises, critics and overall comments are just bonuses that you should take when it's there but that you shouldn't seek.
At least you've a female OC, I always felt that male's one are hard to grow up. I saw people that got way more views, watches and comments than me in a very short amount of time because of that (I presume at least.) And I'm like "meh it's unfair!" and then I just get over it!