It's currently 8 pm here on the dot and partly cloudy and a beautiful view of the sunrise. I'm sitting a block away from my old home shaking so badly I cannot focus.

I'll explain to people now why my art has been so dark lately.


My step father is leaving for California on Wednesday for good.... after 11 years. I left the house 2 months ago to live with my grandparents to get away from the stress and emotional abuse.


Now I am close to the house to try and talk things out so we can at least leave on a semi good note..

I'm scared to death of what to say and not. I grew up for 3/4 of my life with that man and I am terrified.

Whoever you believe in and whatever religion, please ask that things will be ok....

I'll see you guys soon..

They are almost home from the hospital where my step brother is because of a heart attack on Saturday morning