Life is A MAZE ING
10 years ago
So I was looking on the total wrong side of things. That the world was out to get me and shit.
Dad was only looking out for me. When he took on me and my mom, he promised her that he would protect me.
He's been protecting me from myself!
Yes he's going to Cali but not for good. Just to get away from Texas and get things in his mind clear like I did when I went from their house in Fort Worth to Haslet with my grandparents.
I've been selfish and only looking out for myself, not for others.
If you have been affected by this then please accept my sincerest apologies and know that starting right now, right at this point in time at 12:22 am, I am a new person.
Change will take time. Not a day, week, or even a month. It'll take a while.
But I need to make up the last 10 years of his life and mine so he knows it was not all a waste of breath.
And on a side note,
is one of the most amazing, kind, caring and dearest people to my heart. You guys should really give him some love.
Thank you to the ones who have read my god awful journals and talked to me through the phase I was in.
New Anna, New Day.
Let's do this!
Dad was only looking out for me. When he took on me and my mom, he promised her that he would protect me.
He's been protecting me from myself!
Yes he's going to Cali but not for good. Just to get away from Texas and get things in his mind clear like I did when I went from their house in Fort Worth to Haslet with my grandparents.
I've been selfish and only looking out for myself, not for others.
If you have been affected by this then please accept my sincerest apologies and know that starting right now, right at this point in time at 12:22 am, I am a new person.
Change will take time. Not a day, week, or even a month. It'll take a while.
But I need to make up the last 10 years of his life and mine so he knows it was not all a waste of breath.
And on a side note,

Thank you to the ones who have read my god awful journals and talked to me through the phase I was in.
New Anna, New Day.
Let's do this!

Healix_The_Hybrid
~healixthehybrid
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Aw. *hugs you* You're a good person. And that's the most important thing of all - your kindness. Problems arise, selfishness occurs, but that will never take away who you are.