Went to see my psychiatrist for a refill, talked to him about the issues I was having with SSI, and not only did he just blow me off on that, but when he brought up that he'd "fill out the paperwork he was given", and I reminded him that he refused to the last time I had paperwork he needed to fill out then, he not only called me a liar, but refused to admit he called me a liar right afterward, then said that him "filling out" the paperwork was deferring it to my THERAPIST, and signing off on it if he likes what was written. Then, after a few minutes of arguing this point, he ragequit and told me he "didn't feel comfortable" working with me and flat out said he was going to hand me off to another doctor.

Bull. SHIT!

This is the third asshat doctor I've had in the last couple of years, two of which had thick foreign accents and foreign names, and all three didn't give a damn about what I had to say, let alone treating me like a human being. I was just a guinea pig for them, to pump drugs into and spout pointless shit to. No fucking wonder I keep on getting denied SSI if these are the assholes they're asking for advice from. And speaking of that, he said he "never got anything" from SSI about my conditions, even though I specifically told them to talk with him about it, so either he's lying, or SSI is lazy; either one wouldn't surprise me, honestly.

Seems like Bowen Center (the place I go to for psychological help) is full of quacks and cranks, and I'm getting sick of it. I keep on having to go to places OUTSIDE THE CITY to get proper evaluations, what does that tell you? Fuck this shit, honestly, I'm getting damn sick and tired of it all...