fore the next few days i will be broke and not that i have no money but that my spirit my happiness my joy has flown away and not that im depressed because im not im over whelmed im hurt im scared im lonely and to to it off my grandpa is sick and fell and my grandma fell and broke her arm and i feel like shit because i should have been there i shod have moved the heavy boxes i made an assumption she would leave them and i was wrong n now shes hurt and now i think i have asthma i nvr noticed that when i cry this much i csnt breath and i choke and i gasp and i shake do bad i have to stop moving and it last untell i calm down :/ so sorry if i dont answer much