Feeling kinda odd and disconnected still. Just, desire to suit isn't there much... It feels weird that some lil kid could make my mind be like, "Hey, yea, you are different. You're one of the only partial suiters to go to most things, how's that feel?"

And that sucks.... so bad... yet the money just isn't there... Oh well... someday... maybe...

I just wanna be a giant fluffy animal ;~;