Something happened tonight. I became so aware of the many wonderful things have happened to me in the past year. all the friends I've made, the things I've done, and love I've experienced. This might have been one of the most defining years of my life, and I know a lot of people like to post in journals about how their lives have taken a turn for the worse, or something really bad has happened to them. So I hope that everyone who reads this, and are sick of these really sad journals, feel happy to know that there's this one person tonight, feels very happy right now. a little sad, yes, but still very content with his life. I'm not sure what my future holds. I'm not sure if everyone I've met here will be with me my entire life. but I hope the people who I have met here, will be with me long enough to be with me for more defining moments. one person in particular, I wouldn't mind him being in my life for all of it. but all my friends, I wouldn't trade anything for them, I'm just so grateful that they've been so kind to me.

thank you. From the bottom of my heart!