May as well. Nothing new still. Tooth no longer hurts but is still probably infected as I wont have 2600 dollars anytime soon. Still have no car to help me keep my job when August comes as my roommate is literally the only one with a car and wont be able to drive me or the other to work as he will be going to school. Still get fits of depression and not much has been helped with it as there are no clinics for Indian anywhere near me. So that's also out in getting me some kind of mental help. I still have no money as ita getting uses still for so much gas, food expenses and even going to buy a ac unit for my room this Friday so I can't save up still. People still avoid me as I'm even waiting on trinitystar to talk to me about just a commission I wanted to do but I'm pretty sure the answer might be no.

I miss talking to my fur family online and I miss actually being loved by my people online. I even wanna talk to cybeast about something but I believe he deleted me from Skype so I hope you see this and get in contact with me.

But all in all, nothing has changed except more silence and loneliness I guess because of my behavior. I'm fucking messed up to the point that I think its time I may consider leaving online for a while to see if it helps at all.