I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, it's quite a blessing that I get to work from home right now cause I'm not sure I could handle being at the office.

The pneumonia is healed but it left a few things in its wake and I don't know how long it will take to heal. My lungs and heart are still weak, I had to stop drinking coffee cause it would send my heart racing, whenever I push myself even a little sometimes I feel like I can't breathe or that i have a rock on my chest, it doesn't hurt per say but it's more than annoying.

If it was only that it wouldn't be so bad but my joints are still suffer from inflammation, mostly my hands too as an artist this is torture and I'm starting to suspect that the meds I'm taking for it are losing their effect, the past 2 days have been really hard on me, drawing is painful, even typing this is making my hands throb… I see the doctor again in 2 weeks, I really hope it'll be gone by then, meanwhile I have all those tests to take next week *sigh*… just so tired...

So if you made it that far reading all that shit most people don't care about, please understand that doing art is a lot harder for me than usual, I thought I'd be recovered fully by now and I miss-judged I guess. I took on slightly more than I should home from WTFur... I am begging you to please bear with me while I work my way through them... My hands are just bad and I didn't expect that at all.

Thank you all
- V