that moment where the people you need to help you, aren't on, and you're left alone, you overreact, think they're ignoring you, hate you for being annoying, etc. When it may well be the exact opposite....


I have those moments all the time. I can't really explain it, except that it's completely caused by memories, Anxiety and
something else that I can't control.

Memories... The past can be healed, it can be forgotten, even, at times. The past is fact, what happened, has happened, and will stay like that until the end of time. Memories on the other hand are a more, Insidious, type of breed altogether. It's hard for me to forget traumatic things, I constantly remember horrible events as a way to make sure they don't happen again. whether it be a car crash, a broken heart, a torn friendship, cuts, abuse, anything that can seem to be traumatic. I can't help it!

I just feel like everywhere I go, I can't forget anything that happened, leaving me to not being able to enjoy being around friends, be at events, etc. I guess you can say I've been living in fantasy and the past, and that I need to wake up...

The mind is a cruel mistress.