I'm feeling very stressed right now. So stressed that its overwhelming and i feel like I'm suffocating. I'm feeling this way over college. Tuition I believe is due on July 1st and I haven't received a FAFSA award letter yet and I have a lot of paper work I need to turn into DHS in hopes that they will pay for my college. I don't even know to get some of this paper work that they need. I don't know what I'm going to do. I mean I cant afford college and my parents already told me they will not pay for my college so I don't know what I am supposed to do. I'm so stressed right now I feel like I'm going to throw up. Then on top of that I have my step mom breathing down my neck about getting a summer job. I feel like I just want to give up and curl up in a hole and die right now.

Sorry for the depressing journal I just feel like I need to let it out.