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WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? FUCKING WHY!? = Rant =
16 years ago
Ramblings of a Trash Cat.
I... reached a snapping point. I'm frustrated with everything.. I should be happy, I have a steady job, lots of electronics, good friends, but why do I feel so frustrated about everything!? My sister and brother are doing much better than I ever will. Brother is a Park Ranger, Sister is about to graduate with her art degree in the top of her degree, with a fully paid scholarship backing her. My older brother is in the same boat as me, degree in Biology but working in a Museum.
Here I am.... Assistant Manager at a GameStop, I used to enjoy this work, but now its stressing me out too much. I got a degree in Graphic Design. Didn't help. Fucking people didn't want to go out of their way to train someone, always - 2 to 4 fucking years of experience needed and no one wanted a internship. I was willing to work for FREE! FREE!!! Nope.. someone with more experience or better showed up. Tried a backway in through disney.. that didn't work either.
Only thing I can do now is get a degree in business and hope to shoot past the Manager stage and not have to deal with customers directly anymore. But I doubt that'll happen. People who have worked for the company for 10 years still havnt been promoted yet. I doubt I'll be able to get out of this anytime soon. Even if I save money I'll never get to do what I want to do.
I'm stuck.
*Sigh*
Here I am.... Assistant Manager at a GameStop, I used to enjoy this work, but now its stressing me out too much. I got a degree in Graphic Design. Didn't help. Fucking people didn't want to go out of their way to train someone, always - 2 to 4 fucking years of experience needed and no one wanted a internship. I was willing to work for FREE! FREE!!! Nope.. someone with more experience or better showed up. Tried a backway in through disney.. that didn't work either.
Only thing I can do now is get a degree in business and hope to shoot past the Manager stage and not have to deal with customers directly anymore. But I doubt that'll happen. People who have worked for the company for 10 years still havnt been promoted yet. I doubt I'll be able to get out of this anytime soon. Even if I save money I'll never get to do what I want to do.
I'm stuck.
*Sigh*
Pro Gamer - WAY out of reach, only lucky guys do that.
Graphic Designer - 2 to 4 years plus a bachlors degree... yeah, great... no one willing to train me.
The graphic designer job is withen my reach, but its been 2-3 years since I graduated, I cannot afford any of the programs to keep in practice, and I've tried GIMP and couldn't use it very effectively.
It just made me all depressed, I feel a bit better now that I got some sleep, but.. ugh. ><
Thank you for worrying about me though. :)