My life is crazy, I suppose it's finally time to chill down a bit. Relax a bit on the partying and drugs. I'm about to embark on a new journey in life and will never forget my roots or where I came from. I'll never forget all the friends I've made thus far and look forward to the new ones I'll make in the future. I'll never completely drop outta my old ways, I'll just have to suppress them a bit. Eventually if and when I get into my program in college, I'll have to take drug tests. Same will go for when I'm done with my program and out looking for a job in the world.

I'm excited because if I do manage to keep doing what I'm going to school for. I can land jobs anywhere. Seriously just tired of low wages and living pay check to pay check. I can't take care of those around me like I want to just yet and that hurts seeing those people unhappy. I don't like how people chase after money and the pursuit of happiness, I guess I just never looked at money like that. I always figured I was smart enough to do what I needed to do to get by. But as you grow up you want more and more things and money is how you get those things. I still don't believe that money is how you achieve happiness. I'll never buy into that ideology.

My dreams and motives are simple. To be around horses, dogs, good friends and good music. All the other bullshit in this world are just obstacles.

Pz