update
10 years ago
So, as feared the worst has happened.
My mother has been battling brain cancer for the last 7 months, and she passed away on Sunday about 20 minutes after I left. She been very strong and surprisingly spirited about all of it, and i'm so grateful for that. I already miss the living hell out of her and I can't really stop tearing up at the fact that shes gone, i'm still looking at her facebook and the posts she made back in January. She had lost the ability to use a computer or phone for the last several months because of a blood clot, which is also think is the reason her conditioned worsened so fast.
This is one of the hardest things anyone can deal with and I appreciate every single comment and message I have gotten from everyone, even if I don't reply to them. Its just really hard to think about and I don't think I will ever really recover from it.
Now that I'm back home I no longer have the comfort of my siblings or anything so I'm pretty alone, feel free to hit me up on Skype if you have it or my FB group for Nimbus or whatever, I enjoy the company.
I just want to make a tiny shout out for
cipher-032 for being there the entire time, and sending me messages at like 4am because I'm actually awake for work at that time, and its really nice to know that he's there to talk to when I need it <3 Go watch him, he draws cute stuff.
As for commissions, I know everyone will probably say to take my time but honestly I'd feel really guilty about that and I actually do want to work on them. I'm going to try and work on one today and see how that goes, go back into my normal routine. I also have the next few days off from work, and my emotionally challenged father will not be around to bother me, so I can just relax and just..chill.
But yeah, thanks for the messages, I'm still extremely heart broken and pretty upset but i appreciate you all and the wonderful messages! Especially when people say they love Nimbus, it really really warms my heart.
My mother has been battling brain cancer for the last 7 months, and she passed away on Sunday about 20 minutes after I left. She been very strong and surprisingly spirited about all of it, and i'm so grateful for that. I already miss the living hell out of her and I can't really stop tearing up at the fact that shes gone, i'm still looking at her facebook and the posts she made back in January. She had lost the ability to use a computer or phone for the last several months because of a blood clot, which is also think is the reason her conditioned worsened so fast.
This is one of the hardest things anyone can deal with and I appreciate every single comment and message I have gotten from everyone, even if I don't reply to them. Its just really hard to think about and I don't think I will ever really recover from it.
Now that I'm back home I no longer have the comfort of my siblings or anything so I'm pretty alone, feel free to hit me up on Skype if you have it or my FB group for Nimbus or whatever, I enjoy the company.
I just want to make a tiny shout out for
cipher-032 for being there the entire time, and sending me messages at like 4am because I'm actually awake for work at that time, and its really nice to know that he's there to talk to when I need it <3 Go watch him, he draws cute stuff.As for commissions, I know everyone will probably say to take my time but honestly I'd feel really guilty about that and I actually do want to work on them. I'm going to try and work on one today and see how that goes, go back into my normal routine. I also have the next few days off from work, and my emotionally challenged father will not be around to bother me, so I can just relax and just..chill.
But yeah, thanks for the messages, I'm still extremely heart broken and pretty upset but i appreciate you all and the wonderful messages! Especially when people say they love Nimbus, it really really warms my heart.
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I'm so sorry this happened to ya. :(
I hope you future shows a brighter path eventually...
*hugz*
I hope things turn better for you <3
I just want to let you know that I'd love to help in any way.
Note me if you'd like my skype.