So, I wanted to apologize for my last journal and it's emo nature. I'd had a horrible couple of weeks and was really stressed out and depressed and sick for part of it, and the drama kept coming so... yeah. but anyways... those who know what happened know, and those that don't, not sure i want to talk about it, because there's quite a bit to say. thanks to those who were concerned, and those who gave me support, you are all amazing friends and i'm lucky to have you. I'm still pretty down about various goings on, but i'm moving through slowly. anyways... i should be at fcn next month for those who are going, and should be at ac as well