update
10 years ago
Just, another update. Its been a week since my last journal.
um, I'm still pretty upset about my mom and its hard to sleep sometimes but i'm glad I have a good friend keeping me company, the less lonley I am the better I can deal.
I know I haven't posted commissions in a few days. I halted the one I was working on because I was waiting for a reply from the commissioner, which I resolved today so I will finish it either tonight or tomorrow.
But since I halted it I should have worked on the next one, but I had a sort of spell where I was really upset about my mom. Which somehow translated into "Hey you should finish that fursuit head you made 8 months ago so you have somnething for anthrocon"
which I've been doing for the last two days! I even went and bought vinyl for the horns and stuff to make the eyes ><
I dunno, guess I needed something to completely take up my time and mind to calm down, which I think i'm good now. I will try to work on something tonight :3
But, I got a LOT of comments on my last journal concerning my mother, and thank you, each and every one of you for the kind words <3 I loved reading them and they helped me push forward.
This weekend is a memorial service for her, and mentally not prepared for that. there will also be a hault on posting as well.
if anyone at all is concerned about commissions (none of them should be late, i got caught up on all the over-due ones) please message me or comment about any questions!
um, I'm still pretty upset about my mom and its hard to sleep sometimes but i'm glad I have a good friend keeping me company, the less lonley I am the better I can deal.
I know I haven't posted commissions in a few days. I halted the one I was working on because I was waiting for a reply from the commissioner, which I resolved today so I will finish it either tonight or tomorrow.
But since I halted it I should have worked on the next one, but I had a sort of spell where I was really upset about my mom. Which somehow translated into "Hey you should finish that fursuit head you made 8 months ago so you have somnething for anthrocon"
which I've been doing for the last two days! I even went and bought vinyl for the horns and stuff to make the eyes ><
I dunno, guess I needed something to completely take up my time and mind to calm down, which I think i'm good now. I will try to work on something tonight :3
But, I got a LOT of comments on my last journal concerning my mother, and thank you, each and every one of you for the kind words <3 I loved reading them and they helped me push forward.
This weekend is a memorial service for her, and mentally not prepared for that. there will also be a hault on posting as well.
if anyone at all is concerned about commissions (none of them should be late, i got caught up on all the over-due ones) please message me or comment about any questions!
RioRioRioRio
~riorioriorio
Good luck on the head! I know you can do it!! *hugs*
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