It has been going across my mind for a good few weeks since I started talking to some of the furs back in California. And looking at my own personal place in life right now. I came to Georgia to try and get myself a better future. It managed to get me my own apartment but at the same time my current job and mate's job is hardly getting by and I'm starting to get tired of it.

Sure my life out here is pretty much started but it's just not worth not eating every single day cause of the wages I'm earning and without any proper training in any of the fields I'm in right now.

I miss my family. I miss everything about back home. It's really affecting the way I'm performing at work. I want to go back home to fix myself for a better future. Even if its to destroy everything I built from the ground up here.

To all those in Georgia I've met. You are all great. I'm sorry.
Most of all. I'm sorry Courtney.

If I make this decision. It's not everyone. It's me...