.....My Exstience is futile....
10 years ago
♫ "I guess we're already here, I guess we already know. We've all got something to fear, we've all got nowhere to go. I think you're all insane! But I guess I am too. Anybody would be if they were stuck on Earth with you!" ♫ -Peridot
...I haven't wrote a journal here in awhile...But here's one I guess...
I...i'm in a relationship with a boy who best friend just found out we're dating and she got mad at him....is it my fault...Cause I feel so much like screw up right now...I'm thinking maybe I should just go away...I done hit my head already on the wall crying....I just feel so empty inside....that I feel like if I cut myself..i wont bleed.....I just feel lonely and like I don't belong in this world no more....I'm tired of screwing up everyone lives and being a bad luck charm....
....So what do I so....all im thinking is dark thoughts.....
I...i'm in a relationship with a boy who best friend just found out we're dating and she got mad at him....is it my fault...Cause I feel so much like screw up right now...I'm thinking maybe I should just go away...I done hit my head already on the wall crying....I just feel so empty inside....that I feel like if I cut myself..i wont bleed.....I just feel lonely and like I don't belong in this world no more....I'm tired of screwing up everyone lives and being a bad luck charm....
....So what do I so....all im thinking is dark thoughts.....
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you have a reason to be here, taking your life won't help you