Another all-nighter
10 years ago
Gonna be staying up all night until I go to work for the third time this week. x.x
If I'm late to work one more time I am fired. I can't afford that at all. I still live at my dad's. I NEED out. It's a baaaad environment for me. I don't feel safe or comfortable here. I cry my eyes out almost everynight and I'm depressed all the time. I really don't know how to get away from this. Living in my car sounds better than this but I can't do that.
I really hate these all-nighters but it's the best I can do to be responsible and on-time for work.. My alarms just DO NOT work for me and people don't always wake me up on time for work. I CANNOT be late. Also I am kept up until nearly 4am everymorning by people's inability to be considerate and turn their video game or tv show down or put on headphones or something. They gotta be loud cuz they're all stupid and like 'quality' or something like that. No joke, my dad even refused to watch a trailer for a movie on my laptop cuz it wasn't his massive high-quality computer screen. I have to get ready for work around 6:20am but if I go to bed super late it's much harder to wake up on time... so I stay up all night instead. And that makes the work day harder..Aaah!! >.<
I just wanna move out, become a suit maker, and not be miserable ever again please ;w; Cuz right now it's doing a very swell job of killing me.
If I'm late to work one more time I am fired. I can't afford that at all. I still live at my dad's. I NEED out. It's a baaaad environment for me. I don't feel safe or comfortable here. I cry my eyes out almost everynight and I'm depressed all the time. I really don't know how to get away from this. Living in my car sounds better than this but I can't do that.
I really hate these all-nighters but it's the best I can do to be responsible and on-time for work.. My alarms just DO NOT work for me and people don't always wake me up on time for work. I CANNOT be late. Also I am kept up until nearly 4am everymorning by people's inability to be considerate and turn their video game or tv show down or put on headphones or something. They gotta be loud cuz they're all stupid and like 'quality' or something like that. No joke, my dad even refused to watch a trailer for a movie on my laptop cuz it wasn't his massive high-quality computer screen. I have to get ready for work around 6:20am but if I go to bed super late it's much harder to wake up on time... so I stay up all night instead. And that makes the work day harder..Aaah!! >.<
I just wanna move out, become a suit maker, and not be miserable ever again please ;w; Cuz right now it's doing a very swell job of killing me.
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If you have a phone that can play music, even better. Set an alarm on it and it should hopefully wake you up. Give it a try when you don't have to risk it, of course!
I find that if it's my own noise and I'm familiar with it, it lets me clear my mind of other things - whether it to be in order to focus, or in order to sleep.
Otherwise, maybe, earplugs? But that sort of doesn't help the whole "must hear alarm" problem... it really is a dilemma you got yourself in here. :Y
he would allow my sisters in my room while i was gone and let them take all my cloths the really good new ones.
i would also get yelled at for taking them back or entering there room
my real dad and step mom are waked out on cocane though -.- and my dad beats my step mother. its a horrible situation. i was also renting half of there house. it had its own side with a bathroom living room kitchen and everything.
they had a door connected and would allow me to leave it open so I could eat and be apart of the family but still have my side and privacy. they would never allow me to lock the door on my side once i started to take my cloths back then then locked me compleetly out of that side of the house. I had no car to go get food so i had to call my now bf to come get me and bring me to get food. after a while they started to attack me for hanging out with him. keep in mind im 18 years old renting there place.
they took my phone from me and told him we he was not allowed over on the property.... i ended up waling to the corner and eating there all the time until i left because i had nothing to eat and no ride anymore.
his parents let me stay at his place for a week then we came to michigan.
i know your pain and if i could help i would.
that is so stressful to deal with people like that. i really hope things are better in the near future.
People like that, who don't respect privacy and all, really do suck DX It makes it very hard to trust my own family sometimes which isn't right and it's kinda funny because I trust random people from the internet whom I've yet to meet who dress up as big fuzzy animals more than my own family that I've lived with all my life lol
personally i dont have roommates but friends stay over all the time and help me work.