Not many people no this about me and ive seen a few journals on here say stuff about them selfs so i thought id make one to let people no what im like, im the kind of guy that hides his emotions mostly from everyone the only person that can see im emotional is my mum as we all no mums just no when something is wrong, example my grandad died when i was i think 12 maybe younger, i showed no emotion for 2 weeks then after i woke up one night and every emotion hit me i was extremely sad he was gone angry i didnt get more time with him but happy he wasnt in pain now, even now as i write this im starting to get tears thinking of him, another is what happen on the birthday last year while up in my room getting ready to go out i burst into tears thinking of all the years my dad wasnt with me as my mum and dad split up when i was young there was no trigger besides it being my birthday i walked out my room and then bang out came the.tears. I wanted to write this journal because i watched i small disney short called partly cloudy which made all these emotions come back to me, i no worse things have happened to others im not looking for special treatment just wanted you all to no a little bit about me