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The end of Malroth
16 years ago
Hello all. My name is Jesse I hate to shock those who care with the sudden disappearance of everything that is Malroth, but it occurs to me that there is no reason for me to exist on here. I don't want the stigma of others who have cut out and walked away for random emo bullshit reasons, so I will be frank. Drawing for all of you has been a thrill, mostly, even if none of you truely appreciate what that means. I didn't want anything in return, and apologize for those who were actually fans of me, however few of you those were.
It's occured to me that I have absolutely no bearing in this community as an artist, and have struggled high and low to keep many friendships. My overdedication to my artwork has not only alienated thos who would be my friends (appearantly, I am annoying while talking about it) but also but a real dent in my life. Unfortunately, through lots of thought and a little bit of a breakdown, I have decided that Malroth must go. Whether me being Malroth will return or not is uncertain, but what is certain is that I must be Jesse first, then earn the right to be Malroth.
Again, I am sorry for all those I have been a burden too.
List of people I have alienated:
8horns
Glenn
Ishoka
Athus
ConnerCoon
ArgonVile
Dreke
Lando
Rikko
looqdrake
insomniacovrlrd
and maybe more. I just don't know.
Some (not all) of these folks have never told me why they ended their friendship with me, and not all of them are enemies, just passive aquaintences at best.In the long run, I guess I just don't matter. I've gone far out of my way to not be THAT GUY who causes drama over such unknown reasons, so Ijust need to let this whole thing go.
Perhaps I'll come back when the furry world needs Malroth, but it looks like you have everything I could possibly provide covered. If Imake it to anthro con, i'll be giving away all my handdrawn originals so...wish me luck attending.
(ps, no, this isnt a suicide journal)
It's occured to me that I have absolutely no bearing in this community as an artist, and have struggled high and low to keep many friendships. My overdedication to my artwork has not only alienated thos who would be my friends (appearantly, I am annoying while talking about it) but also but a real dent in my life. Unfortunately, through lots of thought and a little bit of a breakdown, I have decided that Malroth must go. Whether me being Malroth will return or not is uncertain, but what is certain is that I must be Jesse first, then earn the right to be Malroth.
Again, I am sorry for all those I have been a burden too.
List of people I have alienated:
8horns
Glenn
Ishoka
Athus
ConnerCoon
ArgonVile
Dreke
Lando
Rikko
looqdrake
insomniacovrlrd
and maybe more. I just don't know.
Some (not all) of these folks have never told me why they ended their friendship with me, and not all of them are enemies, just passive aquaintences at best.In the long run, I guess I just don't matter. I've gone far out of my way to not be THAT GUY who causes drama over such unknown reasons, so Ijust need to let this whole thing go.
Perhaps I'll come back when the furry world needs Malroth, but it looks like you have everything I could possibly provide covered. If Imake it to anthro con, i'll be giving away all my handdrawn originals so...wish me luck attending.
(ps, no, this isnt a suicide journal)
But seriously, I'll miss you. No, we aren't friends, but we could have been/could be.
Just one of your non-popular watchers saying he'll miss you around.
It feels like a terrible shame to see another great artist leave.
As I said, my friendship is open to any and all.
Good luck, Jesse.
Oh well I guess. You probably did what you thought was best. Are you quitting drawing too?
If I do return, I may be better than ever.
Chances are we'll all still be here missing you if/when you decide to come back.
I wish you all the best
I'll miss ya -
T.C. Okay -
- Fennec
someday I gonna met again that person, imakunisan marloth or jesse some where else well se you^^
p.s how about the impmon and calumon buttsex??? =3
i just haven't been around myself, since i have no computer.
-Z
Have a nice april fools.
If this is an April Fools joke, you got me.
If you're real...well...sad to see you go.