This is neither a vent nor a rant.
It’s not the startin’ of a witch hunt or a desperate cry for white knights.
This just IS…

For those of you who don’t know, the relationship between  psychoticbubble n myself has come to an end after its 3 year journey.
Knowin’ just how much we cared for one another n just how deeply she loved me, has made it one of the most difficult n hardest things I have ever had to do in my entire life – even now amidst a tear soaked keyboard I cannot deny just how much I care for her.
The decision to end it was mine, the burden of guilt is mine to bare n I have done so these past 3 weeks, but whether or not she chooses to see it – the pain inside of me is truly unbearable.
Emotions run high in a breakup as I’m sure many of you may know (N to those that don’t, I hope it stays that way) n words may have been thrown around without due cause. I have done my best to keep calm n under control, after all I am no wild animal or savage beast that rips n tears in anger; quite the contrary to that I had chosen solitude these last few weeks n kept myself alone in my bedroom. We all have ways to cope n this so happened to be mine.
If any of her friends or you yourself is readin’ this hun, I would prefer it if no rumours were spread. I know you have done things out of spite n pain such as the recent YCH, n I recognise that as a way to vent for all the pain n frustration inside of you. I know it makes it easier if you slander me to your friends but if they are your true friends they will care for you no matter what n I know you have friends that care greatly for you.
I have my reasons as to why I ended it, n only I know those reasons – no one else will.
You are a beautiful person Bubble n I hope fate deals you the hand you deserve.