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about last nights weird journals & some changes
10 years ago
so about those journals..
pretty much if I summarize it, I had a bit of a breakdown. Well a really bad one that lasted around an hour. I'm not going into specifics but just a little thing threw me off and it turned out to be the straw that broke the camels back.
It was all resolved with the issue that had arose and everything is fine now, with them and I. All good, and I was able to talk to someone and vent out all of the issues I'v been dealing with for the past few months and.. talking to someone and just letting it all out made me fee so much better. They helped me realize some things too. Like how I should put myself first for once, specially concerning my abdominal problems that won't go away.
I'm doing okay now, not great, but better. Those funny videos helps a ton haha (and the jokes) Thank you guys for trying to make me feel better. I'm also changing my decision from last night, of leaving deviantart and FA after I finish owed work. I wanna stay, keep in touch with you guys and get better at art with all of you around me, growing too.
I'm talking to my mum about maybe getting something to help my anxiety problems, and so far she says that we'll see.
Anyways! the changes.
So I decided to calm myself down last night and organised all of my submissions here on DA. Like I have it on my computer. Like... EVERYTHING is organised. Which makes me really happy and so I'll keep it like it is now.
Another thing is how I do commissions. (not counting current ones but future)
Mostly having a time limit for myself, after a two week period, I ask if the person wants their money refunded, but I complete it that night) Or whatever, I don't know yet. But I'll work on it.
I also wanna start working with more people. Doing collabs, trades, and maybe even RPing. I wanna get out there, have actual fun and not worry about a lot of things
Thanks for listening guys
pretty much if I summarize it, I had a bit of a breakdown. Well a really bad one that lasted around an hour. I'm not going into specifics but just a little thing threw me off and it turned out to be the straw that broke the camels back.
It was all resolved with the issue that had arose and everything is fine now, with them and I. All good, and I was able to talk to someone and vent out all of the issues I'v been dealing with for the past few months and.. talking to someone and just letting it all out made me fee so much better. They helped me realize some things too. Like how I should put myself first for once, specially concerning my abdominal problems that won't go away.
I'm doing okay now, not great, but better. Those funny videos helps a ton haha (and the jokes) Thank you guys for trying to make me feel better. I'm also changing my decision from last night, of leaving deviantart and FA after I finish owed work. I wanna stay, keep in touch with you guys and get better at art with all of you around me, growing too.
I'm talking to my mum about maybe getting something to help my anxiety problems, and so far she says that we'll see.
Anyways! the changes.
So I decided to calm myself down last night and organised all of my submissions here on DA. Like I have it on my computer. Like... EVERYTHING is organised. Which makes me really happy and so I'll keep it like it is now.
Another thing is how I do commissions. (not counting current ones but future)
Mostly having a time limit for myself, after a two week period, I ask if the person wants their money refunded, but I complete it that night) Or whatever, I don't know yet. But I'll work on it.
I also wanna start working with more people. Doing collabs, trades, and maybe even RPing. I wanna get out there, have actual fun and not worry about a lot of things
Thanks for listening guys
