Hey guys !! sorry ive been kinda inactive the past couple/few ?? days, its been a very long and hard week, i had a breakdown sunday night i dont even remember why tho honestly and it made the rest of the week harder for me and then on thursday morning my family found out that my grandmother has uterine cancer. I haven't really had the time to process it since i had to go into work right after we got the call and its made everything a lot more stressful for me, we dont know anything about the cancer yet, but we have an appointment on monday, and i have the next four days off work, so im gonna be spending that time processing everything and probably having another breakdown in the midst of it. im not sure if i will draw anything, if i do it might just be vent art or something to pick me up but i really dont know anything anymore..i feel like i dont have a firm grasp of anything right now, i dont even feel real anymore. but i hope once ive had this break ill be feeling better.