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FUCK MY LIFE [I won't be at AC this year]
10 years ago
“Sometimes you gotta work a little, so you can ball a lot.” I got anthrocon's date wrong... I thought it was a week later than it actually is...
Damn it, I'll still be in fucking Florida during Anthrocon...
Fuck I'm actually crying right now, I could have sworn it was from the 16th to the 19th
The only con I actually care about this year and I can't even go. All because some stupid vacation I never wanted to go on.
This makes the fact that I didn't go last year hurt even more, last year my dad had asked me to go with him because ac was the one thing we always did together. I told him no because I was still mad that he relapsed into his drinking problem abd I didn't want to see him at the time. This year I was gonna go to remember that, to remember him and go to the one thing we ALWAYS did together that we'll never have again and It's all ruined. Anthrocon was our favorite part of the year. It was our day that we spent together and I just wish I could have that with him one last time. At least going alone this year would be the closest I would get to having that.
Fuck this. Fuck everything. I don't care anymore. I'd give up anything just to go. It's not just a con to me, it's the best memories I have of my dad.
And now I'll have to wait for a whole year just to have that again
Damn it, I'll still be in fucking Florida during Anthrocon...
Fuck I'm actually crying right now, I could have sworn it was from the 16th to the 19th
The only con I actually care about this year and I can't even go. All because some stupid vacation I never wanted to go on.
This makes the fact that I didn't go last year hurt even more, last year my dad had asked me to go with him because ac was the one thing we always did together. I told him no because I was still mad that he relapsed into his drinking problem abd I didn't want to see him at the time. This year I was gonna go to remember that, to remember him and go to the one thing we ALWAYS did together that we'll never have again and It's all ruined. Anthrocon was our favorite part of the year. It was our day that we spent together and I just wish I could have that with him one last time. At least going alone this year would be the closest I would get to having that.
Fuck this. Fuck everything. I don't care anymore. I'd give up anything just to go. It's not just a con to me, it's the best memories I have of my dad.
And now I'll have to wait for a whole year just to have that again
there's always next year
and many other usa cons hugs