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I...have had too much stress lately.
16 years ago
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***THIS IS NOT AN APRIL FOOLS POST***
I feel like crap right now, in the past four days I've probably slept 2 hours, which is rare for me because I normally love my sleep,
I've had these bad thoughts lately, not about suicide or anything, but mostly about relationship things.
Btw emo warning ahead and this is sort of a vent journal.
Everything from this guy nearby wanting to date me to trying to make a sort of on-line relationship work (if you even wanna call it that) to one of my best friends moving away over the past week has given me so much un-needed stress that I don't know what to do with myself, I'm getting dangerously close to that shut-out-the-world mindset, and I don't want to fall back into it like I was for almost two years. but none of my irl friends or anything have been able to help me up.
So i'm slowly receding into this place I don't want to be, with a lot of bad memories attached to it.
And I'm starting to sound like a broken record now,
Btw on a random note does anyone know what happend to the story writer Teiran? I havn't seen an update from either his furnation page or his yiffstar page in a while, his high school days series is one of the best things I've ever read.
anyways yea, emoness and stuff ._.
I feel like crap right now, in the past four days I've probably slept 2 hours, which is rare for me because I normally love my sleep,
I've had these bad thoughts lately, not about suicide or anything, but mostly about relationship things.
Btw emo warning ahead and this is sort of a vent journal.
Everything from this guy nearby wanting to date me to trying to make a sort of on-line relationship work (if you even wanna call it that) to one of my best friends moving away over the past week has given me so much un-needed stress that I don't know what to do with myself, I'm getting dangerously close to that shut-out-the-world mindset, and I don't want to fall back into it like I was for almost two years. but none of my irl friends or anything have been able to help me up.
So i'm slowly receding into this place I don't want to be, with a lot of bad memories attached to it.
And I'm starting to sound like a broken record now,
Btw on a random note does anyone know what happend to the story writer Teiran? I havn't seen an update from either his furnation page or his yiffstar page in a while, his high school days series is one of the best things I've ever read.
anyways yea, emoness and stuff ._.
and i would say you can talk to me whenever but im not online much anymore and i dont think you have a cell anymore so you cant txt xD
*shrug*
text me ho