My friend has committed himself, and is suicidal, I want to make sure he don't lose his stuff in pawn and I can get his mom to the doctor.

I am barely holding myself together, but I am trying to focus on getting stuff done so his mom can get the help she needs and he don't lose all his stuff.

He's a really good person who's been abused and used and has just had more than he can take, but his mom is in really bad condition and still working and I just want to help her for him and do this stuff... mainly because he deserves help and also because if I don't do something I'm liable to have to commit myself too.

I am rather bad off, I just made to many promises to to many people to not act on dumb stuff.

His mother had that mesh put in her and the doctor just..... well tore her up on the inside, and they tried to take it backout and tore her up even more..... there isn't a day that goes by that she's not in pain, and her ... well down there is all cut up and swolen and in pain.... there taking medds and she has to go to some one to look and see if surgery to get it removed (by the best of the best) is even a possibility or if it's to much of a mess to get out. She has to see if it can be removed, it can't stay in there unless it's going to kill her taking that out.....

I need to get them up there to see the doctor, and I need to get his stuff out of pawn (or least pay for it) .

I need to do it or something.... i just can't.... I can't do nothing about it, I can't keep sitting around doing nothing when all that happens is things get worce and worce and I wait for money to come at the start of the month and it's not enough to do anything but hold off things going to hell...... but there just constantly slowly going to hell.... and my health is being mostly pushed to the side and it's getting to where I can't keep doing that ether.....

I just.... I need help

I know it's praobably pointless when I have little to nothing I can do in return but I have to try.