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venting?... idk (this post is mostly if not all negative...)
10 years ago
I feel like I have been aggravating everyone I talk to. I know there are some that I have aggravating or annoyed but I don't mean to.
I always feel like someone is angry with me. probably my anxiety making me feel that way but I don't know....'
If i'm upsetting anyone at any time please tell me, in a polite way of course and I will do my best to remember not to do what was annoying you.
Basically I feel like im always saying the wrong things all the time, causing people to find me annoying or just wanting me to go away.
My OCD has flared up lately and that has been a pain.
Depresion has also decided to make an entrance yet again. there is allot of bad things going on in my family, both of my mother's parents are sick and I fear they may not be with us much longer.
I have not posted my art and such lately because when I start to I stop and begin to think: "whats the point no one is going to want to buy my crap." and I cant do commissions right now because i'm always afraid people will hate what I have made.
Please understand that I am not posting this for attention, I just wanted people to know I guess.... I don know. I'm not even looking for anyone to respond to this, not that you cant if you want to. you can if you want to.
I always feel like someone is angry with me. probably my anxiety making me feel that way but I don't know....'
If i'm upsetting anyone at any time please tell me, in a polite way of course and I will do my best to remember not to do what was annoying you.
Basically I feel like im always saying the wrong things all the time, causing people to find me annoying or just wanting me to go away.
My OCD has flared up lately and that has been a pain.
Depresion has also decided to make an entrance yet again. there is allot of bad things going on in my family, both of my mother's parents are sick and I fear they may not be with us much longer.
I have not posted my art and such lately because when I start to I stop and begin to think: "whats the point no one is going to want to buy my crap." and I cant do commissions right now because i'm always afraid people will hate what I have made.
Please understand that I am not posting this for attention, I just wanted people to know I guess.... I don know. I'm not even looking for anyone to respond to this, not that you cant if you want to. you can if you want to.
