why do i rarely post anything.. cause every time i do with out a doubt i feel fucking shitty to high hell.. i mean i draw like eight pictures plus a day and i never post but a few of them... because i when i do i feel like crap.. it sucks.. i feel washed up.. like a no good has been..

There is a guy who went to my art class in HIGH SCHOOL. who already has pieces in museums.. one of my best friends has a job in art and makes enough to live off of.. and more.. and here i am.. traveling with no direction.. im garbage and thats all ill ever be