Things were actually looking up for about a week, and then they started to free fall again. I'm not feeling as sad as I was before, but I feel weighed down, like every body part of mine has lead weights strapped to them. And the stomach pain...It's constant and only gets worse after I eat, no matter what I eat. Even drinking will give me the feeling that something is stabbing me from the inside. I just want to get better, and I'm trying to think more positively but it's hard when you've got so much pushing in a negative direction...