amazing how you can talk to someone nearly every day for as long as you can remember and trust them with everything and love them unconditionally no matter what and then one night they can just call you and say they cant do this anymore.
and thats it. who knows the next time i'll even talk to her.
we always talked about our plans for the summer and our plans for the future and our life together. i was so excited to go on adventures with her. she made me feel so loved and now i feel so broken and lost and confused. what's the point anymore.
i haven't been able to stop crying.