Update
10 years ago
Hey! I live, I promise. I've been battling a really bad depression/low point, which is quite unusual for me because I'm pretty good about keeping myself in high spirits. And I just don't know what to do/how to deal with it? haha.
So i'm hugely sorry for being a huge sack of shit, to all my clients (stuff is getting done still, promise! communication is just shitty on my end).
So i'm hugely sorry for being a huge sack of shit, to all my clients (stuff is getting done still, promise! communication is just shitty on my end).
And we'll never let you go 8|
Feel better soon babe
I'm not sure if you suffer from depression, but my therapist told me (as I suffer from Clinical Depression, and I am taking an antidepressant) that even if you are taking medication, you will still have ups and downs. The most simple way to handle that is to just let it ride itself out like a wave.
I like to use the analogy of rain or storm clouds... You don't try to fight those away... You just accept that nature does its thing. So does your brain when you have an imbalance. <3 I hope that may help you some.
Just know that a looot of people on here understand because they know what you're going through. That's what I've experienced from this community, at least. <3
the analogy really does help, sometimes it's hard to realize that nature just has to do it's thing and you can't just will sadness away.. haha. thank you, <3
Their mindsets are so different now, though, because they have seen the complete turn around I have done while being on the right medication. Medication, in my situation, is like magic... or a miracle. There are still hard times, but it's never as bad as it was.
I'm glad that it helped... and just so you know, it's good to have people to talk with when you are feeling this way. I didn't have anyone to talk to about it, and it wasn't until three of my teachers from high school separately messaged me saying, "GO TO THE DOCTOR, MISSY!!!"
I'm not going to tell you to go to the doctor. LOL I just want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm your Cat! I have been dealing with this for far too long. I am very very open about it, too. I try to break the stigma as much as possible. That being said, the only reason they were so persistent about me going to the doctor is because I was suicidal. :I So, yeah. That's a pretty good reason to go to the doctor, though it took me seven years to realize it. harrr
<3
I plowed into the ground a while ago and just stayed.