Is a like month long vacation or longer. Where I can cruise around the country and go to some shows and stuff. Go meet some friends and generally get away from all the troubles of life around here. Need someone to be there in my life or someone who is actually interested in being in my life. Someone I'm actually interested back in. I want a mutual feeling again, I don't like being second best. I don't even need to be in first, but I don't like feeling like I have to compete. I'm tired of that seriously I am tired of that. Once and for all I want someone to share my life with, someone to help out somebody who needs me. I want somebody to love =]

I know I'm a really complicated guy and I can't help that. Just wish that sometimes I'd get the benefit of the doubt.

Come see me soon please I need you *licks and nuzzles your rust muzzle*

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.