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10 years ago
I can't take it anymore. I feel so awful. I'm a failure to my family, a disappointment to my school, and useless to my friends. Whenever someone comes to me for help, I end up cocking it up. Whenever I get an assignment in school, I cock up. My stomach is constantly churning with a sick feeling of self loathing. Every time I look in a mirror, I look so hideous. I'm so ugly and stupid and useless, I should have been an abortion. It would improve the lives of literally everyone I know. I hate myself. I hate myself so much and I want to off myself so badly and the only thing holding me back is that for some reason people would be sad if I did. Can't see why. I'm a blight on the world. If humans are made in God's image, I must have been destined for the reject bin.
There are people who care about you, Matty, and they would be devastated if anything were to happen to you. I'm one of them. I care about you Matty, and I don't want to see you hurt.
Please listen to my words Matty. I know you feel there's so much bad out there and it's gonna have a bad effect on you, but there's so much good out there as well. Focus on the good Matty. And remember, you are not a blight, failure, or reject. You are a good person. You have value Matty. And there are a lot of people who care about you and will stand by you no matter what.