I can't do this anymore...
10 years ago
im done
world you've finally done it.
you fucked up my life so bad that my pain outweighs my ability to cope.
my grandfather has always hated me. he cant see past my extra pounds to realize i'm a person.
my grandmother dosent realize i'm a human with feelings and opinions.
cause apparently if i have opinions and express them i'm being rude.
and the second i goo into the kitchen it means i going to eat the whole house cause i'm a lil chubby.
and dont even start me on my mom
she cant put down her beer long enough to be a FUCKING MOM.
"OH NO YOU MEAN I GAVE BIRTH AND I NEED TO RAISE MY SON? naaaah i'd atter drink my life away."
cool. k thanks bye
world you've finally done it.
you fucked up my life so bad that my pain outweighs my ability to cope.
my grandfather has always hated me. he cant see past my extra pounds to realize i'm a person.
my grandmother dosent realize i'm a human with feelings and opinions.
cause apparently if i have opinions and express them i'm being rude.
and the second i goo into the kitchen it means i going to eat the whole house cause i'm a lil chubby.
and dont even start me on my mom
she cant put down her beer long enough to be a FUCKING MOM.
"OH NO YOU MEAN I GAVE BIRTH AND I NEED TO RAISE MY SON? naaaah i'd atter drink my life away."
cool. k thanks bye
FA+

*offers hugs*
I know things may be hard, but please keep hold on. If your family doesn't care then fuck them, and focus on yourself instead of wasting time on them !!
mom can get sloshed but i'm breaking the bank if i have a little snack!
It makes me so mad and yet I still wanna cry.
after my dad died she hasn't cared about anything at all...
If you are happy with ow you are don't change!!! Your happiness is way more important.
Don't spend your money once you get the job, save up about 2k and move!
I believe in you and that you can do this~!
i'm afraid and alone...
Seattle has a lot of rooms for rent. My friend Keira lives there she could help arrange a place for you to stay if you want, since you wanted to live there. A one way ticket there from our area generally runs around $250-300 depends on how far in advanced you get it.