So, this has been a shitty week, and when I say Shitty, i fucking MEAN it. I learned new levels of Hurt, anger hate and Sadness.. in the last 5 days. So today, i Did something.. that.. I think everyone should do ONCE in their life. I had a nice meal. Like... $4 JUST for myself. It was something I've always wanted to do. So, today I went down to a local Steakhouse, and got an order of Fillet Mingion.. With a delicious salad, and a potato. OMG, was it incredible. And Between that, and the nice glass of Vodka and coke... For a few moments today I felt good.

But now I'm sitting in my room, staring at my walls in silence. Not very many folks are Online to talk to, and not much else... *sighs*