I just feeling very depressed right now. No matter how hard I try to enjoy things like me going to Mystic Seaport of the civil war encampment... I just keep getting more and more depressing situation.

Started with my losing my third job, finding out I am not eligible for unemployment benefits, I have no money, I still haven't got a paypal and need it to pay for a commission, I am still jobless, and I just found out that I have been kicked from the Fur's Greatest Podcast...

WHAT ELSE COULD GO WRONG WITH ME!

I mean, there is so much depressing shit happen to me and very little happy moment of my life.

so far, my 2015 is turning into a very shitty year.