I shall share no details of why i post this. Stress sucks just hands me a platter everyday and rips out my heart in the end. I was nice person now I'm always angry..... i was always happy now im damn near suicidal. Never really fight fight ppl but.... now i have... and I fuck myself over... theres nothing i can do at this point. I feel i have changed and not a good change either. I have ruined damn near everything... my soul hurts. I cry as i type this.... i will never forget or forgive myself for the wrong i did and have done.