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SO.

One down?

A bundle to go... and I've been kind of wondering about things, I'd struggled just a lil with things here, but, with the way things have been rough here for a while, it's brought a lot to the fore and me and Jeri have been talking about a couple of my trepidations and whatnot of late

Ever since I stopped writing at the paper, my creativity has taken a deepfall dive, my own writing for stories, art, outputs, just well, no secret that my updates have been a lot less of late

Not to mention just on a mental level that my online status has been at big all time lows and I don't wanna stay like that, so, working on that seems like an idea, so, I'd appreciate some thoughts from you guys =o

ONE big problem I haven't mentioned is tiredness, and that may or may NOT be linked to the fact I'm only getting six hours of sleep a night for work, and may or may not have been very close to trouble from how close I was to falling asleep at the desk

This means I need a better sleep schedule, at LEAST seven hours a night, if not 7.5/8, which does mean even EARLIER bed hours, which means even less online time or any other kind of things I want to do, but, well, I look at this way, despite staying up late and even reducing my sleep time to about five and a half hours a night, I've been getting zero productive actions completed, and then in days off I'm too demotivated to do anything or get stuff done

So, a schedule sounds like it'd be something good for me, let me enjoy some videogaming or watching shows without feeling guilty for doing so instead of making more art or storying

...So, yeah, like, for instance, when Steven Bomb happens on Cartoon Network and me and Jeri curl up to watch the whole thing back to back >>

Dear ME that was heavy, and so wonderfully cathartic to see happen, now I just need to wait for more Steven Universe to reveal the other coverage we got from SDCC

But jeepers, call me selfish to read between the lines to stuff relevant, but, seeing a pair of female partners having a very normal fight in a relationship and working through it for the benefit of their family is wonderful (holy hell, just realised I could apply that somewhat to Pearl/Garnet too, but then again, THAT fight is a very different theme and thought...)

And oh GOD the flirting~

Ended up being pushed to other cartoons with an underlying lesbian theme and somehow ended up seeing a TON of connotations I never saw before in a Courage the Cowardly Dog episode 'The Mask', wowsers

(Speaking of cartoon characters and lady on lady relationships, be damned if I've not been loving my Jem comics, now if only I wasn't queerbaited over the movie everyone hates, I don't wanna have to pay to go see it! >_>)



Back to the journal!!

Schedule.

From now on? AT LEAST seven hours a day sleep.

Journals!

More journals, I feel like if I can write up more of these, instead of cramming two weeks of stuff into my single journal, I can make it less dense and maybe review/talk about stuff I'm liking and pocketing it into one journal you can avoid if it's not your thing =B

AND maybe it can get me to, in some small amount, work my enthusiasm back more into writing instead of falling asleep slumped over laptops and such

That said? Let's see how quickly we'll see a new journal up as I try to get some more art in! =B