Their are many things in life that can make you choose how you want to live it. You can live it to the fullest or you can just sit at home an do nothing but interact with a small device that fits in your pocket. iv come to realize who i am in thesis past few months and who i want to be. ill introduce myself my name is Velle or Veloster (yes named after a car xD) or you may call me by my IRL nick name as Kam IDC. For years I have been trying to figure out who i am as a person. Iv trusted people that i shouldn't have and in the end is regret and some depression i mean everyone gets it every now and then. But as i Bisexual male it is very hard to fit in in my town when its full of nothing but hatred. in my town loving another man makes you an outcast but yet they will go crazy if their are two ladies are together its just irritating. i feel as though im alone no one in my town knows about me or my play in the fandom. i now know why gays here are closed they wont come out they might get beat up or harassed for them living the life that they want to live .but aside from that i feel as though i want a change in my life. as a welder i can go anywhere that i please as long as their are jobs available as well as a mechanic position but majority of those jobs have the ones who despise gays. But never the less i always keep my head up. anyway im sure ill have more venting later.