Okay guys, I never wanted to do this, but I've made up my mind about it and decided to tell you that for the rest of this year, most of the stuff I'll do will be related to funding for my real life.

This means that I'll finish the projects I'm currently working on, but afterwards I'll mainly concentrate on YCHs, general commissions, auctions, etc.
Of course there still will be enough of personal art, but just not as many (I mean, not that I've ever been that active, but you get what I mean).

Look, this is important and although I feel like I have to do this in order to have at least some future in my life, I hate to somehow face towards a more "commercial" way of drawing.
I hope that people won't think that I don't care about a community or however you wanna call it, just because I'll turn into a person for art-service for at least a while.
I really do appreciate every nice comment I get and trust me, I rarely get those, but in the end those comments make me cheer up even more.

Besides of all the "Oh I'm sorry I have to do this" talk, I still have my doubts. I've never been successful in taking commissions or you know, make money with art. I don't even have 100 watchers, so how am I ever going to get that much attention all of a sudden?
Yes, I indeed do feel desperate about this, because unfortunately my mental health doesn't allow me to work and I have to move out of this place, since I'm sort of being kicked out.

I already looked up some apartments on the web and I found some really nice ones which were pretty cheap, but I'd still need some financial help in order to cover the first months I'd maybe live in there.

I feel like I can't really explain how important it is, but please, just believe me.
I don't want to end up living in a flat in which my cats won't even have enough space to run around and play, and me eventually having no internet.

Also I have liabilities of about 450 € / 500 $ (rising)

Sigh, wish me the best of luck with my plans...