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Important- Health problems
10 years ago
I'm sorry for not being online much. Due to pushing myself and stressing out over things I've become ill. I've spent the whole week bedridden due to excruciating pain in chest. I've taken painkillers whenever possible but of course I needed medical help. I've had a blood test and are currently waiting for the results. I've also been advised to rest up and avoid any stress otherwise I risk permanent damage.
My mindset is a mixture of sad (because I feel like I'm letting everyone down- but that is probably just my depression), frustration and almost teetering to anger. But the anger part is over something else. I need to make a journal on it later because it is important.
So in short: I'm not doing so well. I need to avoid stress so I'm not going to log in here much unless I have something to upload. This place is slowly becoming a source of stress because of certain 'things'.
I'm going through the same sort of thing so I completely understand.
I hope the rest and break help you to feel better.