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10 years ago
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9u6 Guys, I want to talk with you on something. On July 7th, 2015 under the old bank account I had I discovered that a Wal-Mart's $101.74 transaction can really change someone's life.
I've discovered that transaction was gone to a 20 oz. Bottle of Soda and a Cash out of $100.00 towards a Meth dealer named Logan.
My father David, bought it with his 19 year-old Boyfriend named Chris just for increasing on Sexual Activity and such, I know the side effects of what Meth does. After arriving home I was about to talk about with Wal-Mart and I chickened out, due to my father's horrible anger temper issues and how he becomes indenial with me then causes a fight to spur out, all they had in their hands was just the bottle of Soda, after coming back from the gym, they went up stairs and closed the door behind them and my roommate Ed asked if they wanted for Dinner, I knocked and said, No and to leave them alone, I did and such and when Ed told me that they bought Meth while having Dinner, I sighed away from that situation Until Saturday they came out of the bedroom exhausted from it with their pupils dilated and feeling exhausted, even though it was Night time because I came back from Magic The Gathering's Midnight Pre-Release of Orgins, I felt uneasy and their door was left open and of course I checked to see how they were doing and I told them what happen through Midnight after scoring a Promo Goblin Piledriver. I did the dishes they left, really they don't pick up after themselves I have no idea why and helped Ed to get him Fertilizer at Lowes for his Garden. While I played new games that a couple of friends lend me due to a Sale going on PSN so I asked them to barrow money from them to play.
On Monday July 13, if you were wondering about that "Depressed" status of what happen, I'm going to say that I confronted him what I know and he claimed that he bought the Food and the Meth was free and his comment, "You wouldn't be so depressed if you only listened to me
Pay a mind to your own business" -David, is him trying to point me as the bad guy and during that he put me off the Bank Account, Shredded my Checkbooks, Shredded my Debit Card and Sold off my shoes while calling me Monster, Mental Problem, a Bastard, a Fucker, and a Nuisance to disown me, and for me I just lay there on my bed for 3 days not saying a word forcefully to get up to sign the termination letter with him yelling at my ear giving me one hell of a headache.
The uneasy abuse lasted for about 6 to 7 days and seem everything was at ease while was, hiding and confined with in my room watching TV and playing games, I thought everything was fine that I learned his Boyfriend Chris is the one that force dad to put me off the Bank Account, a freaking 19 year-old with a Felon record is Manipulating my Father so he can get a piece of ass. I distrusted him for the week and was very nervous about it, I couldn't get any sleep I've been sleeping for 4 Hours all the time because I know hell might break loose.
Until Yesterday, Dad and his BF Chris drink my Fireball Whiskey and I just lightly teased them with a "Oh no my Fireball is gone!" joke because I know dad would pay back to me until before going into their room to have Gay Sex Dad was mentioning about me with the Bank Account recited of what happen on the 13th, I played the Target board can just let it pass by but when Chris mention of how much of a bad influence I am, I got really mad because he crossed my line of his attitude and I literally had to walk out to get rid of my anger because I couldn't control it, after a Punching section against a Palm Tree and I felt calm and at ease but I really want Chris to apologize of what happen.
Earilar today I did, I didn't yell and I explain when and why in a firm manner, he says no he didn't say that to me, after moments later they left to go clean the Trailer to make a little extra cash and Ed wanted to talk with me and I wait out in the backyard of what happen and he told me it was Dylan that was a bad influence, because they didn't like him, I was calm for a moment and Ed told me to apologize to Chris and I said okay I would, after when they arrived, only my dad arrive with a Glare and gave me a 23 oz Can of Fruit Punch Brisk and I jokely said that I made a Fruit Punch Kool-Aid and told me I upsetted Chris for what happen earilar, I understand and wanted to apologize because of what Ed told me. Dad raised his tone, again, again, higher more angrier that his 45 year-old age was showing with full on Rage challenging me and was going to verbally bash on me and such to break my emotions saying I lost my chances, what chances? You're the one having a bad drug and I was trying to be caring about his health and then I got mad at him for crossing my line even though I told him repeatedly "I am not Targeting you!" until he got my frustration into a higher level and told me get out and kept on tormenting my emotions and trying to get on my nerves, I did almost had a Seizure with my body shaking from the inside, having difficulty breathing thinking my dad I was acting everything out, but I wasn't... I couldn't take it and I utter out "Go Away" or "Leave me Alone" on him because on what he did. Ed Explained everything what I tried to do for him and Dad wanted me out of the house, even though Ed owns the place. Ed was trying to cheer me up and before Dinner and dad used Chris's phone, because his got taken away by the Police, and texted around looking for my grandma he wanted me to leave in 2 Months to be in Vermont with the Brodeur side of my Family, because this was my back up plan to get away from him. I refused because, I like Florida, there is no way I would of leave the place, Florida is an awesome state, he kept objecting and forcing me to contact my Grandmother and I said no while having Hamburger Steak, he slammed and raised his voice saying, that I have to listen to him because he's my father, he's no longer my father, he's just a crazed Gay Meth Head thinking invisible people are after him. Ed was trying to keep the dinner table into a calm environment. He got onto my nerves while I tried to eat, he was trying to make me have a horrible evening and he threaten to call the Police on me to be taken away to a Mental Hopsital, even though he was taken away once for Over Dosing on 16 Hydrocondons and 6 Ambians, even though what he really had was a Bacterial STD from unprotected gay sex and he thought it was the Stalkers that were doing this to him and it driven him out to attempted suicide. I got to made that I slammed the plate with the knife, because he was trying to get on my nerves. He grabbed a phone and say he will lock me up there forever because I'm a child with Autism, due to the fact of my Brain Tumor by the way. He called them and Ed told me to go to my room, I did because he was being a bad influence, he slammed on my door saying the Police is on their way to take me away and pack my shit up. I stand my ground because there was no reason to be taken away, I'm 22 years-old after all, and they talked with my dad first, all I did was sit down on my bed, I went through my phone to check updates and blocking them because I just had about enough with them. When it was my turn, I see 2 police officers and a Psychologist, maybe I think? I normally greeted them politely and told them what was going on and I just told them about the $101.74 Meth Transaction and how this was keeping up into a bad influence. They asked me if they think I was suicidal or was about to hurt someone, I told them that my dad was emotionally bashing me and such and told them about my life, not telling them that I was a Furry because that would of been a weird situation to explain. They understand and then told me to leave and such to make my father to go and take his turn. After many moments, Ed was checking on me to see how was I feeling and I told him I was calm but broken due to my father disowning me again and making me to type this out.
It took me an hour and I got nervous at first because of Witness accounts but, I just need to tell the truth and wanted to let everyone to know, "What the fuck is happening with me." but I need to tell everyone that my dad's Meth Influence got him into this and his Boyfriend is manipulating with him because he was the one that intrusted dad to take me off the bank account, he was the one that grind my gears and forcing dad to fucking bash on me and trying to kick my ass out to the streets because dad thinks he's a perfectionist. Now I'm thinking on something what should I do on my life, I have something to do on January that can help me out through life and try to fit myself in and hopefully it can work out on my future life. I just wish he'd stopped pointing fingers at me and stop taking Meth too much, and I get it you think I should of reported my dad for it, but I don't like being the bad guy sadly enough I partially did. I'm afraid to go upstairs because my medicine is upstairs and I'm worried that he already taken it just for pleasure. I just wish him and his Boyfriend leave already.
Oh and just to let you guys know he's extorting out Ed for money after getting the trailer sold just to move away in Wesley Chapel even though he had a job but quit because he didn't like their attitude and wanted to be a self-righteous perfectionist, thinking he's god and such but he's not. That's my only asshole comment to him, the rest was talking about my struggles with him. So now, I'm going to be on my own and if THOSE TWO discovered this then I am going to die pretty badly, I am going to get hurt by him, this computer I'm typing out destroyed and a lot of law enforcement crap will happen. Oh and to Chris, how dare you to manipulate him to get what you want.
I'm not a fucking bad guy, the bad guy is trying to make me into a bad guy and take advantage over my anger problem. Thank you for reading this and I will have to say Goodbye if they find out, thank you very much...
And since I did this on FA I have to tell a little about myself, my name is Ryan LaShay and I lived in W Richard Dr. of Weeki Wachee, FL just in case...
I've discovered that transaction was gone to a 20 oz. Bottle of Soda and a Cash out of $100.00 towards a Meth dealer named Logan.
My father David, bought it with his 19 year-old Boyfriend named Chris just for increasing on Sexual Activity and such, I know the side effects of what Meth does. After arriving home I was about to talk about with Wal-Mart and I chickened out, due to my father's horrible anger temper issues and how he becomes indenial with me then causes a fight to spur out, all they had in their hands was just the bottle of Soda, after coming back from the gym, they went up stairs and closed the door behind them and my roommate Ed asked if they wanted for Dinner, I knocked and said, No and to leave them alone, I did and such and when Ed told me that they bought Meth while having Dinner, I sighed away from that situation Until Saturday they came out of the bedroom exhausted from it with their pupils dilated and feeling exhausted, even though it was Night time because I came back from Magic The Gathering's Midnight Pre-Release of Orgins, I felt uneasy and their door was left open and of course I checked to see how they were doing and I told them what happen through Midnight after scoring a Promo Goblin Piledriver. I did the dishes they left, really they don't pick up after themselves I have no idea why and helped Ed to get him Fertilizer at Lowes for his Garden. While I played new games that a couple of friends lend me due to a Sale going on PSN so I asked them to barrow money from them to play.
On Monday July 13, if you were wondering about that "Depressed" status of what happen, I'm going to say that I confronted him what I know and he claimed that he bought the Food and the Meth was free and his comment, "You wouldn't be so depressed if you only listened to me
Pay a mind to your own business" -David, is him trying to point me as the bad guy and during that he put me off the Bank Account, Shredded my Checkbooks, Shredded my Debit Card and Sold off my shoes while calling me Monster, Mental Problem, a Bastard, a Fucker, and a Nuisance to disown me, and for me I just lay there on my bed for 3 days not saying a word forcefully to get up to sign the termination letter with him yelling at my ear giving me one hell of a headache.
The uneasy abuse lasted for about 6 to 7 days and seem everything was at ease while was, hiding and confined with in my room watching TV and playing games, I thought everything was fine that I learned his Boyfriend Chris is the one that force dad to put me off the Bank Account, a freaking 19 year-old with a Felon record is Manipulating my Father so he can get a piece of ass. I distrusted him for the week and was very nervous about it, I couldn't get any sleep I've been sleeping for 4 Hours all the time because I know hell might break loose.
Until Yesterday, Dad and his BF Chris drink my Fireball Whiskey and I just lightly teased them with a "Oh no my Fireball is gone!" joke because I know dad would pay back to me until before going into their room to have Gay Sex Dad was mentioning about me with the Bank Account recited of what happen on the 13th, I played the Target board can just let it pass by but when Chris mention of how much of a bad influence I am, I got really mad because he crossed my line of his attitude and I literally had to walk out to get rid of my anger because I couldn't control it, after a Punching section against a Palm Tree and I felt calm and at ease but I really want Chris to apologize of what happen.
Earilar today I did, I didn't yell and I explain when and why in a firm manner, he says no he didn't say that to me, after moments later they left to go clean the Trailer to make a little extra cash and Ed wanted to talk with me and I wait out in the backyard of what happen and he told me it was Dylan that was a bad influence, because they didn't like him, I was calm for a moment and Ed told me to apologize to Chris and I said okay I would, after when they arrived, only my dad arrive with a Glare and gave me a 23 oz Can of Fruit Punch Brisk and I jokely said that I made a Fruit Punch Kool-Aid and told me I upsetted Chris for what happen earilar, I understand and wanted to apologize because of what Ed told me. Dad raised his tone, again, again, higher more angrier that his 45 year-old age was showing with full on Rage challenging me and was going to verbally bash on me and such to break my emotions saying I lost my chances, what chances? You're the one having a bad drug and I was trying to be caring about his health and then I got mad at him for crossing my line even though I told him repeatedly "I am not Targeting you!" until he got my frustration into a higher level and told me get out and kept on tormenting my emotions and trying to get on my nerves, I did almost had a Seizure with my body shaking from the inside, having difficulty breathing thinking my dad I was acting everything out, but I wasn't... I couldn't take it and I utter out "Go Away" or "Leave me Alone" on him because on what he did. Ed Explained everything what I tried to do for him and Dad wanted me out of the house, even though Ed owns the place. Ed was trying to cheer me up and before Dinner and dad used Chris's phone, because his got taken away by the Police, and texted around looking for my grandma he wanted me to leave in 2 Months to be in Vermont with the Brodeur side of my Family, because this was my back up plan to get away from him. I refused because, I like Florida, there is no way I would of leave the place, Florida is an awesome state, he kept objecting and forcing me to contact my Grandmother and I said no while having Hamburger Steak, he slammed and raised his voice saying, that I have to listen to him because he's my father, he's no longer my father, he's just a crazed Gay Meth Head thinking invisible people are after him. Ed was trying to keep the dinner table into a calm environment. He got onto my nerves while I tried to eat, he was trying to make me have a horrible evening and he threaten to call the Police on me to be taken away to a Mental Hopsital, even though he was taken away once for Over Dosing on 16 Hydrocondons and 6 Ambians, even though what he really had was a Bacterial STD from unprotected gay sex and he thought it was the Stalkers that were doing this to him and it driven him out to attempted suicide. I got to made that I slammed the plate with the knife, because he was trying to get on my nerves. He grabbed a phone and say he will lock me up there forever because I'm a child with Autism, due to the fact of my Brain Tumor by the way. He called them and Ed told me to go to my room, I did because he was being a bad influence, he slammed on my door saying the Police is on their way to take me away and pack my shit up. I stand my ground because there was no reason to be taken away, I'm 22 years-old after all, and they talked with my dad first, all I did was sit down on my bed, I went through my phone to check updates and blocking them because I just had about enough with them. When it was my turn, I see 2 police officers and a Psychologist, maybe I think? I normally greeted them politely and told them what was going on and I just told them about the $101.74 Meth Transaction and how this was keeping up into a bad influence. They asked me if they think I was suicidal or was about to hurt someone, I told them that my dad was emotionally bashing me and such and told them about my life, not telling them that I was a Furry because that would of been a weird situation to explain. They understand and then told me to leave and such to make my father to go and take his turn. After many moments, Ed was checking on me to see how was I feeling and I told him I was calm but broken due to my father disowning me again and making me to type this out.
It took me an hour and I got nervous at first because of Witness accounts but, I just need to tell the truth and wanted to let everyone to know, "What the fuck is happening with me." but I need to tell everyone that my dad's Meth Influence got him into this and his Boyfriend is manipulating with him because he was the one that intrusted dad to take me off the bank account, he was the one that grind my gears and forcing dad to fucking bash on me and trying to kick my ass out to the streets because dad thinks he's a perfectionist. Now I'm thinking on something what should I do on my life, I have something to do on January that can help me out through life and try to fit myself in and hopefully it can work out on my future life. I just wish he'd stopped pointing fingers at me and stop taking Meth too much, and I get it you think I should of reported my dad for it, but I don't like being the bad guy sadly enough I partially did. I'm afraid to go upstairs because my medicine is upstairs and I'm worried that he already taken it just for pleasure. I just wish him and his Boyfriend leave already.
Oh and just to let you guys know he's extorting out Ed for money after getting the trailer sold just to move away in Wesley Chapel even though he had a job but quit because he didn't like their attitude and wanted to be a self-righteous perfectionist, thinking he's god and such but he's not. That's my only asshole comment to him, the rest was talking about my struggles with him. So now, I'm going to be on my own and if THOSE TWO discovered this then I am going to die pretty badly, I am going to get hurt by him, this computer I'm typing out destroyed and a lot of law enforcement crap will happen. Oh and to Chris, how dare you to manipulate him to get what you want.
I'm not a fucking bad guy, the bad guy is trying to make me into a bad guy and take advantage over my anger problem. Thank you for reading this and I will have to say Goodbye if they find out, thank you very much...
And since I did this on FA I have to tell a little about myself, my name is Ryan LaShay and I lived in W Richard Dr. of Weeki Wachee, FL just in case...
As much as it may scare you to do so, you need to put your foot down and tell the Police, get your father that help he needs, and get him away from that brat Chris..
And hun, Ed owns that house right? Can he not bar them from entering? Especially if its his property? It would be a manner of locking the doors, and if they busted in 911 could be called on them
I don't know you hun, may never will..but if someone is in this much trouble i have to atleast put my word in, please stay safe hun..
I could get out now but with the lack of money and car is a terrible problem, plus I was about to apologeoze his Boyfriend for the mistake because Ed told me but fuckong Dad did a yell out section at me even though I didn't raise a tone until he crossed my line... So I really hate Chris, after the stunt he did! We fucking got him out a bad situation withbhis family being druggies as well and you know what happen? He still takes drugs after that issue, I'm pretty pissed that he dranked my alcohol and he's 19 Years-Old. Sure the alcohol may sound selfish but me and a friend bought it together so we can play drunk Dark Souls. Thats all we use for the drink to play a game.
So yeah, I'm fine for a bit and hopefully they didn't discover this journal because I know they're going to try to Blackmail me for being a Furry I garentee it
You have got to tell Ed to stand his ground too
I can understand the reluctance to report but it could be harder to get out with time, i'm not sure. perhaps you should look into ways to get into contact with possible hotlines or something similar with counselors or law officers who can give advice while keeping things anonymous till you're ready.
But yeah this shit I went through is holy hell to me and I just hope it'll be gone away and I'll be able to move on. I might have to make another journal to cover this story
From what I'm hearing, I feel that your Dad may be over an edge he can no longer recover from. I see what you mean by that Chris bastard manipulating your old man - and I do believe that once that piece of shit is gone that your father may improve. Yet I believe a critical decision has to be made.
I don't mean to make him sound like a lost cause or to offend you, but I think he has to be let go. There is nothing you can do for your Dad if he won't listen to reason. Turn him and his "lover" loose. There is no point in having him around if he is that cruel to you. He will only continue to destroy you and your family the longer he stays around.
This is just my opinion, though. I know your pain, and I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable.