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So damn depressed!!!!!
10 years ago
General
I am so damn depressed. Mainly due to the fact I haven't had my antidepressant in close to a week thanks to f'ing medicaid. That and I am sick of the morons running the USA. They are allowing it to be ruined. I am very lonely, I have very few friends to begin with and my close ones are back in Texas. I have never had a girlfriend nor a real job to provide for myself. I am constantly having problems with my ankles hurting, hip popping, and just general pain. So I am just at my wits end. Nothing I seem to do defeats my depression and anxiety. Just wanna curl up and CRY!!!
PS. I am sorry for this rant, just want people to know how I really feel a lot of the time.
PS. I am sorry for this rant, just want people to know how I really feel a lot of the time.
Air_Unit
~airunit
I'm truly sorry to hear this. It may not seem so now but, it will get better.
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
I can only hope cause it is really ticking me off.
Air_Unit
~airunit
It shall get better my friend. if you want to talk feel free to note me or shout me.
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
I will.
Air_Unit
~airunit
ok
MTI
~mti
Mathue hugs yuh very tight!
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Thanks buddy.
Radio-Parrot
~radio-parrot
I know your pain. I am on antidepressants as well. There has been screw ups with my meds. The withdraw side affects are hell. You have one more friend in Texas. Need to talk i am here.
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Thank you. I am just in a pissed mood. On a good note, my truck finally seems to be fixed. (knock on wood.)
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
What part of Texas?
Radio-Parrot
~radio-parrot
Austin
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Ah. Cool. I'm from Arlington and Southlake originally.
Radio-Parrot
~radio-parrot
I have been to Arlington before. For six flags, and a hamfest.
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Cool. I lived over by the GM plant as a kid.
Vlcina
~vlcina
Awh :c I'm sorry to hear. *hugs* Talk to me on skype anytime if you need. :) Hope you'll feel better soon! Heads up.
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Thank you hon. I'm just venting. I should be thankful for what I have accomplished in life but there still just seems to be parts missing.
Vlcina
~vlcina
I know how you feel, yet I hope things will turn out great for you. :)
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Thank you. Lots of hugs.
MurphySlaugh
~murphyslaugh
I am sorry to hear that. I understand how frustrating it can be. But please don't give up, no matter what. I know moving on can be "easier said than done", but still... *hugs tight*
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Thank you friend. I am trying.
MurphySlaugh
~murphyslaugh
That is all we can ask...except for remembering that we are here for you. You are never alone. We will help you out however we can.
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Thank you. I finally have my medicine so hopefully I will start to feel better. Tomorrow is the arkansas furry group meet so maybe I'll cheer up some.
MurphySlaugh
~murphyslaugh
Good to hear about both of them. I hope they can help you out some. :)
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Rabid_Twitch
~rabidtwitch
just seeing this, hope you are feeling better since this was posted. *hug*
Perceptor
~perceptor
OP
Thankies. I'm slowly feeling better. I have my antidepressant now so..... Its an uphill battle. HUG.
