im having a really bad life and my life is ruined because I had a huge fight with my dad about what my mom should make me like or don't like and I had to say it what my dad likes and I said it out loud and I got in trouble for it because my mom made me do it and dad caught me for doing it and me because it hurts somebody's feelings and I really don't like that still and my dad had a huge fight with eachother. Punch Ming eachother, kicking eachother, and beating eachother And then I ran away to my moms house to hide from my dad and make my dad regret it. And then I ran into a kitchen and I *cries* pulled out a big sharp kitchen knife to make myself bleed gushing out until I die as my commit suicide plan.m to regret my mom and dad and make them feel bad for what they did to me and make them feel sorry and I was super close for *cries* making myself bleed by blood gushing out until I die. *cries* *cries* I have a terrible stupid S***** life that I'm having right now. my life is ruined. I let other people beat my up until there is a lot of blood because I give up. I'm a stupid idiot. No one even loves me anymore. *cries* *cries* *cries* I hurt myself by beating up myself and beating myself and punching myself until there was blood and using hard objects to hurt myself and then I picked up a knife and I was so close to cutting myself open so much that I would bleed myself by blood gushing out to death to commit suicide. *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* I really want a hug and a lot of comfort *cries* cries* *cries* *cries* cries* *cries* somebody please hug me *cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* *cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries*