Today I lost my job at the office. I was asked to pack up and go home.
Some feelings I'm currently experiencing include: Regret, depression, hopelessness...
I dunno. Something in me knew I wasn't gonna last there long. I was ready to walk out last week but thought I could keep finding work to do.
It probably would have been better to resign rather than be asked to leave.
So now I'm feeling kinda down because for once this was a job where I didn't have to punch in punch out as part of a corporate system or anything. I wasn't slaving away at someplace I really didn't care for. I made friends and stuff, I promised to grow.
I just couldn't keep it up I guess. Now I'm back to looking for the next best thing.

I'll be okay in time but damn do I feel like I've let down some people.
Back to penny pinching again.


... I just don't wanna break my back working for shit pay anymore...