So. I know I've been gone for quite a while. I figure I should update what's been happening.

Job hasn't slowed down any. Been ridiculously busy. But that's not the full reason.

I noted hours lost... hours that I could have things done. Yes, long work days make it difficult to be energized to work, but I should by far have more time to actually get things done. But I notice chunks of time just go missing from an inability to motivate myself. Where it's frustrating is not only have hobbies slipped, but like even logging on here to get things done... I just didn't get it done. Even worse... When I think I need to come on here and get things done, I get a stack of all the things in mind that needs to happen... I just stop. =_= *shrugs*

I have finally been talked into seeing a therapist. I don't know where that's going yet... but I'm doing it. I'm also getting small motivations. I would say in the past week I've been feeling better but I'm always afraid to actually say such. I've gotten some things cleaned around my apartment, but I'm waiting for it all to fall apart again.

That said. I'm going to try to get all that I have uploaded up soon. I'll try not to disappear again.